"Lord you are all I need. I'm sorry I have been neglecting you and I hope that you can forgive me."
It's crazy how God has the power to give us something, but take it away so quickly. That is why we should fear the Lord, but know that He is loving and merciful and gracious. Though this whole experience hurt, it has also been a learning experience. Ultimately, I've learned to be more dependent on God and to find comfort in Him. And to praise Him, be thankful, and just focus on Him. Even though it's still hard, I want to seek God and just find joy in Him through all of this.